Thanks for the compliment. I honestly cannot tell you how muchtime-wise I have invested into this blog. I would probably say “far too many hours.” Financially however, my total investment to date is the healthy sum of: $10.
The return on that investment:
And there is still room to take that ten dollar bill further as I hope to continue blogging into residency and beyond. Thanks again for your question and take care.
I cannot imagine how difficult that is an ordeal to go through. No one should have to endure that and I certainly can understand why you would not want to talk about it.
I am sorry to hear that your university has not allowed you to retake the course. I feel that perhaps the best way to explain it would be true to its essence without going into the details. For example, you could ascribe it to a traumatic event in your life at the time that really affected you during that period, something that affected your life on many levels, including school. However you decide to describe it, also highlight the positive turnaround afterwards. By all accounts, you are typically an A student and with a lot of support from your peers, friends, and family, and more importantly a strong will in yourself, you were able to achieve your original performance once again. If they go prodding for details, those are grey-zone questions that are generally not allowed and you should not have to answer them.
While I do not know you personally, I do not think you should be scared to try to apply to medicine. If you have a passion for the practice, and you love the challenges and rewards of being in medicine, then I think it is always worth a try. Everyone is scared to some degree, but we all have so much more to give than we think is possible. If anything, your experiences in all aspects of life make you unique and give you a unique lens through which you interact with your patients. And that is worth trying for.
I wish you the best in life and on all of your future endeavours. Take care and good luck.
Tom of the Medical State of Mind
I have been very busy over the past few weeks and have since had a amassed a pack of questions in my inbox waiting to be answered. This is about the first half of the questions that I have. The remainder will follow in a subsequent mailbag. I apologize for the delay.
Age does not matter at all for medical school. One of my classmates entered school in his mid-40s; another classmate is in her early 40s. There are certainly less and less individuals as the age bracket increases but our class demographic covers the spectrum.
My interests are in family medicine and internal medicine and I have applied broadly to both in Canada.
I honestly could not remember what I wrote for my senior quote. It is unfortunately difficult to access not just on this CaRMS tour but also my study location. However, I would imagine I wrote something eloquent about wishing everyone well going forward, reflecting on my fond memories with friends, and my aspirations for a bright future.
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Thank you for sharing.
It is always a tough thing to talk about but it is important not to let it sit buried inside. I have had many patients who had deteriorated in hospital that made me reflect: were we responsible? were we at fault? was there something more we could have done?
I always ask for a debrief with my team, or at least with a senior, be it the resident or the attending, to talk about the case. In a tough or traumatic situation, a proper debriefing with the patient, the family, and the care team is very important. It allows everyone to release the emotional burden they carry, to discuss what was and what could have been. More importantly, it allows everyone a chance to consider that question: did I do enough and if not, what could have been done differently?
There is a lot of support and reassurance in these sit downs that can be therapeutic. When I feel there is still something more, I will do some reflective writing to talk about the feelings and thoughts that I had. These invariably find their way here, anonymized and fictionalized.
I hope that helped answer your question. If you feel like it still doesn’t sit well with you, I would definitely suggest speaking to someone who was involved in that case and giving yourself a debriefing. It will help. Trust me.
I have seen people who are not because of fractures, muscle injuries, chronic pain etc. so I guess it is entirely possible that that be the case.
With regards to recovery and treatment I honestly do not think I could help you all that much. Each person heals differently and it is also entirely dependent on the injury itself. Some people live with chronic pain for the rest of their lives and are quite debilitated while others are quite athletic and recover within a few weeks to months. Treatment ranges for pain include control with medications to alternative treatments like cognitive behavioural therapy. The physical healing requires rehabilitation.
Hope that was somewhat helpful in some ways. If you need to do more specific research for writing your character, I would consider sitting down with someone to formally discuss it because that is not the purpose of this blog. Good luck to you.
That is probably a good point. A little reprieve from medicine is always a nice touch. You really can go both ways on this.
(With regards to this question).
Try Direct Red: A Surgeon’s View on Her Life-or-Death Profession by Gabriel Weston. This book contains many reflections on what it means to be a doctor and how to do right by yourself, your profession, and your patient. A very honest and sincere account that I think could make a nice gift for your partner. Take care and good luck.